You Will Remember Me Then

Nothing worked, dear
I can’t go on,
This way forever.
Waiting, waiting and waiting.
This waiting has now,
Become a pain,
Like a sore throat,
That never cures,
And is evident in
Every word I speak.

And you, being there,
Still pretend
That I can forget you.
May be, I can
If you force me to.
But really,
Is it worth the price?
Will you be happy then?
With no one to distract you.
No one to remember you.

You said, “we are friends”
But let me tell you,
We are not.
Friends share their pain.
And find happiness,
Even though , its for a moment

But that never happened.
With us.
Think and brood.
Then, you will find.
That you were too afraid.
To care ,
To share,
Afraid that, you will be hurt.

But history don’t always repeat.
Dear, what happened before,
Wont happen again.
I wont hurt you.
But I don’t make promises.
It is for them,
Who don’t trust.

Do you know?
Just to see you smile.
I have cried hundreds of nights.
And just to see your face,
I have counted hundreds of days.
Just to hear your voice,
I have called you hundreds of times.

Its high time, you knew.
That I am incurable.
Love for you,
Is a sweet pain,
That I never want to get rid of.
It will always be there.
Always, inside my heart

See, even this ,
Poem doesn’t seem to end.
My feeling goes on and on,
Rises and falls ,
Like waves in the ocean.
Have you watched them
In a full moon light?
You will find me,
In your thoughts then.
Forever , haunting.
Like an unfulfilled dream.