I realized like a Deja Vu, that I just need to write a new brand new blog post. Today, its funny that I have done everything except what I am supposed to do. I know there are such days in PhD student's life. But...............I just hope they do not turn into an excuse.
I realize today, you should be tired of facebook, look at it too often to be apathetic towards opening it. The best way to look at facebook is devleop a strong antipathy towards it. Today, I tried doing that. I loathed people posting yummy foods. I despised the posts that had hint of romance. And I hated the post with "instant philosophy". The rate of philosophical shares in facebook makes me wonder whether people are so much ready for instant emancipation, full release of the Karma.
Looking back at 2015, I was dewy eyed PhD student with full of fears and anxiety. At beginning of 2016, I am more confident. I have become brash. I now claim the space around my university and walk with a little bit of gaiety and confidence. I holler friends in the hallway and do not care if someone stares me back. Perhaps, I could call this an achievement of surviving first year of PhD
Well, technically I am still in soup. Confirmation is just a month away and my study desk is messier with countless sticky notes and reminders. The pace is bit sluggish. Sometimes I work like a mad hatter on a run. Sometimes I want to free my mind from any critical engagement.
Whatever this stage is, It is nice and sweet. The feeling of " you are nearly there, but not still there". Somewhat in the middle and its nice. Hope 2016 will be kind to me. God bless all those who are going through the same thing.
I realize today, you should be tired of facebook, look at it too often to be apathetic towards opening it. The best way to look at facebook is devleop a strong antipathy towards it. Today, I tried doing that. I loathed people posting yummy foods. I despised the posts that had hint of romance. And I hated the post with "instant philosophy". The rate of philosophical shares in facebook makes me wonder whether people are so much ready for instant emancipation, full release of the Karma.
Looking back at 2015, I was dewy eyed PhD student with full of fears and anxiety. At beginning of 2016, I am more confident. I have become brash. I now claim the space around my university and walk with a little bit of gaiety and confidence. I holler friends in the hallway and do not care if someone stares me back. Perhaps, I could call this an achievement of surviving first year of PhD
Well, technically I am still in soup. Confirmation is just a month away and my study desk is messier with countless sticky notes and reminders. The pace is bit sluggish. Sometimes I work like a mad hatter on a run. Sometimes I want to free my mind from any critical engagement.
Whatever this stage is, It is nice and sweet. The feeling of " you are nearly there, but not still there". Somewhat in the middle and its nice. Hope 2016 will be kind to me. God bless all those who are going through the same thing.
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